Waiting...

 There is, I suppose, some comfort to be had in not having any symptoms while waiting for test results.

Of course, we know that that is no guarantee of a negative test outcome, but it does seem to make the waiting a bit more bearable.

Telemedicine appointment to discuss the latest brain scan is scheduled for tomorrow. Probably right in the middle of what is turning out to be a fairly large family gathering.

It is also odd that although we might feel we are being calm and patient, that sometimes it rises to the surface, bears it's little ugly head, and makes you think that you've really not been calm this whole time, you just buried it instead.  

We'll see what happens...trying to not go too far down either path before we know more...but on the other hand, having a semblence of a plan in advance is probably not a bad thing. So which way do you go? If it's not an obsession to any degree, it is sort of always "right there"...